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September 13, 2007

Two On One

Triple Tryst
Two on one are not fair odds,
But this is not a fight -
It is a dance.
A triple person tango,
Wrapped in black silk and lace,
One and one and one,
Tangled sensually, bound by touch.

Mouths lock on skin,
Teeth nip at flesh,
Fingers clasp, nails dig in.
Three become one,
Inseparable in the night.
One claims two,
Two claim one.

~by me

Recently I have been having issues with my current relationship. Not bad issues, no, we do not argue, we do not fight, we are not in danger of breaking up. Then what kind of issues you ask? Well, see, there is this other woman….

Every party and dinner I host, I have at least one person tell me, out of earshot of the rest of the guests, that one woman in particular is looking at my man with eyes that should only be reserved for the one dating him. I play naive and ask what they think I should do, how I should approach the issue, and listen intently to their advice. Oh how little they know….

You see, this other woman has become a fun component in my solid relationship with Big Ed. From my point of view, she has earned the right to look at him that way.

It started with small glances. She would come visit late hours, after her children were placated and fed, and she would stay until the early morning. Drinks would be mixed, and while I would usually go to bed around ten or eleven, she and my boyfriend would stay up watching random BBC shows, talk about the joys of working in different buildings and departments at the same company, and whatnot. She was worried at first about pissing me off; pillows would always be piled between her and him on the couch, even when I was in the room, creating a small wall that would seem endless with the more she drank.

Then one night, I somehow managed to stay awake until after she left. That was the night she had enough liquor in her system to get up the nerve to ask me if she could borrow him. She is divorced, her oldest of two daughters is a year younger than I, she has one unsteady (read: barely there) fuck-buddy, and has had no release in weeks. I giggled and let her know I’d think about it. If only she knew what thoughts had been going through my head all night!

You see, I have had the pleasure of being the center of attention in a three-way, where I was the only female, but never have I had the pleasure of joining alongside another woman in an attempt to spoil my boyfriend. She elicited such thoughts in my head, but it was not in me to admit to this quite yet. I played it out, teasing and taunting my boyfriend with thoughts of what could happen. When he pushed a date one night after work, I hesitatingly agreed. This, from me at least, is normal - I need a little nudge now and then, and especially with this. I was excited. I was nervous. My nerves overrode the excitement. A little vodka can do wonders to calm nerves. And an exhibitionist boyfriend can help a lot as well.

The first time was incredible. The quickie that it was (she had a deadline to go pick up her daughter from a volleyball game) started before she arrived. I needed something to do to help the vodka get my mind off the nerves, so Big Ed, sitting in his over sized, nearly love-seat sized chair, with his legs up on the massive ottoman) pulled me on top of him. I was still fully clothed, he was still in his workout shorts and tank. He ran his hands through my hair, whispering reassurances to me, kissing me gently, and asking again if I was sure about this. I cracked a joke (a bad habit I picked up from my ex) and made mention of the last time I was part of an attempt at this kind of thing (the girlfriend freaked out and yelled and cried hysterically). I brought up a point he had not thought of, and it sobered him up a bit, made him nervous for a change. It was my turn to calm him down - Had I ever freaked out over anything? Have I ever given cause to think I may be that fragile? More kisses followed, and soon the bra had to come out from under the shirt. The first orgasm of many was the next thing on the list. Big Ed enjoys the fact that he can get me off so easily.

Not even five minutes later, while I was still atop Big Ed, straddling and kissing, the lady in question knocked on the door. We shall call her Willow - it is such a pretty name and bears no resemblance to the real name, but does bear a striking resemblance to her body type: tall and thin and graceful (though realistically she is quite prone to accidents and spills…not really all that graceful…like me!). I was recovering from my orgasm, so Big Ed said hello and prompted me to do the same. Big Ed is such a playful guy, he really helped break any tension by getting straight to the point, "Willow, she’s already one up on you! Would you like to even the score?" I rolled off, sat on the floor, and let her straddle him and come the same way I had.

I had not told him of the rules. I had parameters set in my head, but had not been able to sort through them, and when he had asked before, I simply told him that I would be clear if something was about to happen that I did not want happening. This left a lot open to his imagination and bought me time to sort through how far I was willing to let this go. Seemed fair to me.

Once we were all comfortable and us ladies had been relaxed a little at the hands of Big Ed, Willow and I traded off straddling him and rubbing his back with our bare chests.

Oh dear, I seemed to have skipped a space! In the course of swapping positions, Big Ed coaxed me out of my shirt, and Willow followed lead. While I, still in jeans, rode his still covered cock, Willow crawled up behind him and started rubbing his back and head with her nails. We both decided he should join us, and there we sat, all three of us topless. There, we are now back on track!

There was much timid exploring on my part, but with Willow’s ‘out there’ attitude, her explorations were much more demanding. For one on the outside, it would not appear this was her first time as well, would it?

Time draws fuzzy at this point. How long we swapped places, getting off, and teasing Big Ed…It could not have been long, but it was quite a few orgasms for both of us.

Willow and I then decided it was his turn, to which he objected. It seems he was having more than enough fun seeing us squirm and get off. We promised not to be gentle, but only if he would take his shorts off. I let Willow get acquainted with her new toy while I leaned up and kissed my boyfriend. Oh the look in his eyes!

She and I switched every few minutes, varying the techniques, speeds, pressures, sensations. We weren’t aiming to get him off quite yet, we wanted to drag out as much pleasure as possible in our limited time slot.

Willow’s daughter called, breaking the moment. Not too much of a break, though. We were then coaxed out of our jeans and panties and instructed to sit side-by-side on the couch. To be honest, I’m not a big fan of cunnilingus; it has more to do with not really being used to it because my ex, a boyfriend of nearly four years, refused to do it. Big Ed is slowly working me over and helping me, mainly because it is one of his most favorite acts. And here he had two women, very very wet, propped up on the couch in front of him - what more could he ask for?

Willow is a dry crier. When she comes, she whimpers, curls, and makes short crying sounds. Compared to my violent screaming spasms, I am sure Big Ed preferred going down on her. She had quite a questioning look on her face when he switched from her to me. With her, his face was buried and both his hands were traveling between me and her breasts, but when he moved over to me, both his arms were circling my thighs. Why, might you ask? Did you not read "violent screaming spasms"? On various occasions I have nearly suffocated him, and once, very nearly snapped his neck. I may be small and compact, but I have thighs of steel. Hearing the explanation, Willow smiled knowingly and once he started, she let her hands and mouth wander for him. After a few small orgasms, Big Ed was not satisfied, and began biting on my inner thighs. I have never had a more explosive orgasm! I vaguely remember almost nothing other than the swirling colors that overtook the room.

When I came to, my legs were quite weak. So weak, they wouldn’t move. That signals a wonderful time has been had. I was asked if it would be alright for him to actually fuck her. Little did they know I had already imagined that and the thought excited me quite a bit. While still limply lying on the couch, I watched her climb atop him in his chair. I love my uber comfy furniture! Every piece is just big enough to be a small bed! Big Ed, however, had drooped a little while working us over. I was asked if I could move just enough to come over and help him up. Have you ever tried crawling across a room when your legs are very nearly nonexistent? It seemed to take forever! But the reward at the end of the long journey…!

I love sucking cock. I will get that out in the open right now. I’m not very good at it (at least I think so), but I love it, and I firmly believe that until my experience and expertise increases, my love and joy and enthusiasm will help hide a few of my faults. And sometimes, it helps to have a small-ish mouth. With my mouth, tongue, and fingernails at work, and with Willow getting off on his hand while kissing her, it didn’t take too long to get a rise out of him. I was a little reluctant to move, but when I did, I only went so far as the arm of the chair. Mmmm, I had a great view of her face, his face, and I could drag my nails up and down his chest. She enjoyed a few wonderful orgasms (and the back cushion on the chair shows it with new creases where her hands balled into fists). After she was well taken care of, and after another few missed phone calls, and after a quick glance at a watch, it was decided it was time for the treat.

I like to think of myself as a great hostess. And as hostess for the evening, I had already promised Willow the chance to swallow Big Ed’s load, should she want to. She was shocked but readily accepted. The only problem was, Big Ed had gone a little limp again, seems disuse had gotten the better of him again (she had gotten up to walk across the room to get her phone, again). Big Ed never has such a problem, so I threw the explanation under nerves. Yes he had two beautiful women at his disposal, but I’m sure he was just waiting for me to freak out, and he may have also been dreading the minutes to hours after Willow left - he does not like it when women friends in his life do not like each other, and I am quite sure he was worried about how I would feel afterwards.

I was asked to wake him up again while Willow looked around the room for her clothes. I have never tasted anyone on my boyfriend’s cock except me, so I was curious how I would react; would I love it? Would I hate it? Would I freak out? OMG she was sweet! I cannot describe how sweet! It was like sucking down a hunk of sausage that had been dipped in a tropical syrup that had been mixed with a lot of powdered sugar, but still even sweeter than that! Again, I was reluctant to move, but shifted out of the way only after she had her clothes on and I had licked her juices clean off of him. Big Ed then took over, pumping himself to orgasm, with her mouth hovering over his hand, anticipating the treat, while her hands drug her nails up his thighs, while my mouth locked on his neck, and while my nails raked across his chest.

It was almost too much for him. He orgasmed, but he did not come. It was a long orgasm, almost as long as mine or Willow’s. A dazed and heavenly look overtook his face, his entire body pulsed and convulsed. Willow and I simply smiled at him, happy to have worked him over. I was a little disappointed Willow had not gotten her treat, so was Big Ed - when he could talk without stuttering again. She kept saying not to worry about it, but I am sure she was disappointed at least a little, too.

We all kissed and said our goodbyes, her all dressed, grabbing her phone and purse, while Big Ed and I still sprawled naked on the chair. Big Ed pulled me to him, softly kissed me, and told me again how I had earned massive good girlfriend points, putting me at or above "greatest girlfriend ever". I curled into him, rested my head on his shoulders, and purred. It may have been a silent purr, audible only to my own mind, but it was a purr nonetheless! Again, he voiced his concern for not giving Willow the treat she deserved, to which I replied: "Don’t worry about it. She’ll get it next time."

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June 15, 2006

HNT - Dealin’ Cards

Filed under: Poetry, HNT, Photography

Life is like a deck of cards.
Ya never know what you’ll be dealt next
And countin’ can get ya kicked out faster.
Beginner’s luck only goes so far,
As everyone finds out sooner or later.
Eventually you’re wise enough to the game
That the money don’t really matter at all,
And you find all bets are off.
Those faithful to the game will earn their winnings,
Albeit sometimes small compared to the outpouring they gave.
Then there are the privelaged few,
Who can sit back with a smile;
They believe they’ve rigged the play,
Expecting big returns.
They would not sit so high
If only they knew the dealer.

June 11, 2006

Somebody Help Me

Filed under: Personal, Poetry

Somebody Help Me
I can’t sleep.
You’re not supposed to be here,
But you won’t leave my mind.
It’s like withdrawal from a drug;
I survive awhile just fine,
But it gets worse with each passing day.
What can I do to break this hold on me?
It’s not right for these thoughts to remain,
Memories of your skin hard and smooth and close,
Painfully claw my nerves,
Yet they’d kill to be given into.
I can’t keep up this facade,
But I can’t keep pushing them away.

I still need you more than I can have you.
Maybe that’s part of the draw.
How do I cure this pain?
Can’t you see I’m hurting?
I thought I’d moved on,
Most of me has.
Lately I’m more a cripple than a lady,
A junkie quaking for a fix.
I struggle for my freedom,
But I’m still falling flat on my ass.

Pride is an issue with me;
Admitting something is wrong,
Admitting a failure,
Breaking down and crying,
Nothing short of eternal pain could produce these lines from my lips.
Think of that as I fall on my knees and beg,
Beg for anyone, someone, to help me.
Help me push you from my heart,
Rid my mind of these haunting images.
You have no right to linger,
My defenses are failing,
I’m weaker than ever;
Somebody help me.

Emotional Chord:
Faith Hill - Let Me Let Go

May 24, 2006

The World Is Going Under

Filed under: Poetry, Politics

The world is going under,
Down, down, down, faster than ever,
Round and round the drain,
Dizzying and mindnumbing the sane;
Give up hope, it is but a lie,
Notice not a single protest cry?
No one notices, just drink the empty cup;
What is up is down, down is up,
Topsy turvy is the way to go,
A rollercoaster never slow,
Politicians whisper in the ear,
Would have you think the end is never near.
The charge is on one and all,
Best to surrender to the fall,
The world is going under.

March 23, 2006

HNT - Hell Fire

Filed under: Library, Poetry, HNT, Photography

The Dante’s Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!

The wretched King Minos has decided your fate. His tale wraps around his body 2 times; The sweet light no longer strikes against your eyes. Your shade has been banished to… the Second Level of Hell! Second Level of Hell: You have come to a place mute of all light, where the wind bellows as the sea does in a tempest. This is the realm where the lustful spend eternity. Here, sinners are blown around endlessly by the unforgiving winds of unquenchable desire as punishment for their transgressions. The infernal hurricane that never rests hurtles the spirits onward in its rapine, whirling them round, and smiting, it molests them. You have betrayed reason at the behest of your appetite for pleasure, and so here you are doomed to remain. Cleopatra and Helen of Troy are two that share in your fate.

Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Extreme
Level 3 (Gluttonous) Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Low
Level 7 (Violent) Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) High

Take the Dante’s Inferno Hell Test

What sent me to Level2? I took another test to find out…

Shocking results?

Your Sins are Revealed, Your Fate is Sealed

Your sin has been measured. You have committed many sins, but Lust is the mortal sin that has done you in. Just below, discover your full sinful breakdown and learn what it is about you that codemns you to hell.

Greed: High
 
Gluttony: Medium
 
Wrath: Low
 
Sloth: Low
 
Envy: Medium
 
Lust: Very High
 
Pride: Medium
 

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

(Personally I’d've thought my pride was higher than that…)

How appropriate that I land in Second Level: Lust, don’t you agree? And since it *is* Thursday, it is time for an HNT shot, and, huh, wudd’yaknow…it’s HellFire themed! Hehe! Below is today’s shot: a shot of my new ear-wrap and my red hair.

Now, before you all get upset about my hair, let me say this: it was orange when I first dyed it, but I’ve been using Pantene ProV Red Expressions, which has honestly deepened the color…something I was hoping for. It’s nowhere near the dark velvet red I would like, but it will work for now.

Especially since it’s decent enough to pass for Hell’s Belle red. :)

Hell’s Belles
Hell’s Belles know no bounds
Their voices carry on the winds
Singing softly in men’s ears

Lulling them slowly to insanity
Drawing them nearer to that edge
Pulling them ’til their sight behold
Inticing them with pleasures untold

The weak crumble at their feet
Willing slaves on the block
The lash of death a welcome friend
That comes strikes too late

The strong waver for their honor
Unsure knights at the cave
The breath of firey truth a burning lover
That kisses heartbeats too late

Hell’s Belles win again
Their triumph flies through the air
Gliding silenty though the clouds
Dragging the wails of captive men
Growing ever more grand and bold
Swimming the skies of red and gold

March 15, 2006

The Dragon Flies

Filed under: Library, Poetry

Standing up in a mourning pain,
Calling out my lover’s name;
Spirit winds carry my plea:
Bring my baby home to me.
Over the sea off at war,
Afraid I’ll see him never more.
At the very least, I ask a sign;
Let me know if he’s alive!
And in the misty sunrise,
The dragon flies.

February 28, 2006

Prelude

Filed under: Uncategorized, Poetry

One week
And one day
Til another year has gone by.
Is anyone the wiser?

- Prelude by me :)

February 7, 2006

Therapy Blog

Filed under: Personal, Poetry

Ever notice that TripleL is subtitled "The Therapy Blog For A Woman"?

Well, here’s one of the reasons: I post my thoughts and feelings for my benefit and as a way to dump things I don’t want or need to feel at this moment. Like the following little tidbit…


Heartache
You never once told me you love me.
Never.
There was once,
It slid off your tongue
Questioningly.
It must not have felt right.
You must not have believed it.
I never heard it again.

At least while we dated.

The Jerk.
That’s who you are.
At least to my friends.
There are many reasons.
Too many for me to name.
You’d have to ask them.
If they deemed fit
to say more than naught to you.

Give them time?

Time.
I spent more of it bonding with your mother
Than any girlfriend should be tortured with.
Even she agrees.
Just ask her.
Shame you don’t like her.
Even when I was around,
You ignored me.
Unconscious happening?

If you say so.

I poured my heart into Us.
A "fruitless cause".
But I cared not to hear that.
The very one who calls me a whore,
Sits and congratulates me on my effort;
This stubborn headed ass fights for what she wants.
And believes in.

But steel rusts, concrete becomes dust, hope fades.

It quickly became apparent I could not have what I wanted.
But I held strong.
Pride is a vice of mine.
I had long since given up on Us
When I sat you down…
There could not ever be an Us;
You were not ready.
You were not willing.

At least I had believed.

My love for you burned strong.
But the winds of defeat blew hard.
How I stood firm so long is a miracle,
A miracle only hope and longing provides.
My love for you singed my soul.
And though love is something I shy from now,
I do still care for you.
It is this care that speaks now.

Will you listen?

Since that day I first made you my prey,
I have come to know so much;
Yet it wasn’t enough,
Not in the least.
I had a plan,
Set so long ago,
And I pictured you and I,
Fulfilling Us.

But nothing could sway you.

We are now no more.
Officially.
This isn’t like before,
I can’t take you back.
For once I refuse the heartache,
The pain and suffering.
I do still want you,
But it would kill what’s left of my heart.

Can you let me keep that?

I see you,
Hear you,
And my throat closes;
I can’t breath around you still.
What’s worse is that you finally think you love me.
It finally sounds right.
It finally feels right.
You finally say it so I can hear it.

But it’s too late.

Can’t you see?
I’ve been hurt too much.
I would be a fool to believe again.
Three or four times I’ve jumped back in;
Too many leaps,
My faith needs to be restored;
It would be too soon,
It would be a mistake.

Can you not see that?

Not to mention the other facts.
The practical ones.
I live cities away.
A new career has opened.
Basically a new life has presented itself:
A chance to start over.
I admit I’ve taken up this wonderful offer,
If you were in my shoes…

Wouldn’t you?

Please,
Do me a favor,
Give up.
Let me go.
Allow me a chance to test the waters,
Find what feels right.
As you have already said,
We are young.

Can you do that?

This is only a sample of what is warring in my chest right now. It is driving me up the wall. Why do men do this?

Personal Post Quote:
"you never really have anything until you lose everything" - me

Guest Appearance

Filed under: Sub Kit, Poetry, Guesting

Again….

 

…I am here….

January 16, 2006

Guest Appearance

Filed under: Sub Kit, Poetry, Guesting

Today, I’m here.

December 13, 2005

Again….

Filed under: Work, Library, Poetry

…I’m still alive, busy going insane…

((being unemployed has me lost as to what to do!))

…Again, I’m in the process of a HUGE post. Therefore, I leave you with some artwork I created last night!

And I will return with a long long long post.

CLICK HERE TO VIEW THE HUGE ARTWORK AND POEM. *smiles*






















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